So maybe it won't be an everyday thing

When I first envisioned this blog I thought it might be something where I could frequently share how I feel.  That I might share it with a few people at certain times.  Unfortunately I have not kept up with it.  But then that  might not necessarily be a bad thing.  I probably don't have to write down everything happening in my life.  I think it would just be depressing to look back at later.

I feel so stuck in my life.  Nothing has changed in years.  Nothing looks to be able to change for years.  I ask myself how did I get here, how do I get out of here and no answers come.  Therapist after therapist and no answers. 

I keep hoping for some kind of enlightenment, but no such luck.  So I keep going on...