I Feel

I'm not quite sure where I found the below.  I thought it important enough at the time that I copied and saved it.  I do wish I could remember so I could give credit where credit is due. I changed a few of the lines and added one or two.

I feel this quiet desperation.

I feel like I'm folding back into myself.

I feel I have put decisions in my life off so long that I have done damage not only to myself but to those around me.

I feel I lose no matter what decision I make.

I feel I can't put these decisions off any longer.

I feel I had my turn and I fucked it up.

I feel my past has already made the decision for me.

I feel the need to run, to hide.

I feel a yearning to be taken care of that can never be satisfied.

I feel I put other people before myself.

I feel other people don't put me before themself.

I feel my needs are not as important as other peoples.

I feel a slight arrogance on your part to decide whether or not I needed your help.

I feel my kids don't need me like they use to and that hurts.

I feel diets make you gain weight which is why I'm calling it healthy eating from now on. I feel oreos should be healthy eating, but it's not.

I feel it's too late for me but not for my kids.

I feel scared. I wish I felt nothing, but I don't.

Maybe the important part is, I feel.